Sorry State lyrics

i wasted now
i think of you
why do i promote
such self abuse?
what should have been
what we could have said
doesn't matter now
hit the road instead
shut down
back out
refuse to let you see
inside
my heart is weak
and oh so hazy
confused me for
the guy next door
i saw your hand
then felt the floor
crawled inside
to apologize
you threw me out
and then shut the door
run out
break up
the sorry state i'm in
all hope
is gone
cause you think i'm a big wimp