Last Summer lyrics

do you know how much time it took to
build the nerve to finally call you?
only to find out
that you had gone far away
there was something i held onto
you're gone so what can i do?
just to see you're face
would make it all okay
you left me last summer (i wonder)
is there something i forgot to say?
now i am left here to suffer
do you feel the same way?
and now i find out
that i can't make it here on my own
tell me when did i
lose control?
what have i done?
you can find i'll be gone for awhile
every day i would watch you walk by
and every second just seemed to fly by
lost in the thought
of you and i eternally
crushed again i start to pray
someday you will finally come back
do you realize
what you meant to me?
(gone for way to long)