Pariah lyrics

So many times I've tried to
Get away from you!
Never thinking or realizing
What you put me through!
When will I get over
This nightmare!
I've tried to hide these tears
While you point and stare!
Shut up, get out, run away, I'm No PARIAH!
Tell me why
You cannot accept me
For what I am inside
It's hard to hide the pain
When that's all you left in me!
And so many times I've hurt myself
To try and let it out!
Contemplating things things I know
Will only let me down!
I just pray that you will
See what I am inside!
I don't know if this will help you
But each time you lie I die!
I'd rather die than to be like you