I Cry To Myself lyrics

1-
this smile on my face, it shows everyday
so no one ever really knows how I really feel
am I really happy?
there's things on my mind, cant talk about it
sometimes who can I tell what I'm going through
when I'm feeling sorry
2-
I cry to myself, when no one else is listening
I cry to myself, cause no one else is crying for me
3-
I'll tell you I'm fine but deep inside I'm dying
when I'm all alone no one sees when the lights go down
I cry every night, suffer in silence
no I cant deny, this pain is real but I keep trying
repeat 2- with adlibs
4 with adlibs-
does anyone care how I feel?
every day I'm smiling to hide what is real
this pain I have inside of me
is tearing my whole life apart
repeat 2- with adlibs