Satisfied lyrics

Should I be safe at home
A stronger man who really should know
Better than to reach the edge and
try to fight this on my own
Can I be something I have yet
to see in my close friends
They've all lost their heads
And it's bringing me down
to the place where I'm supposed to...be
Responsibly...for now
Chorus:
I want it, I need it, just one more to Satisfy
Can't help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right
Should I be safe at home
I relapse quicker than you could know
My past compulsions breed convulsions
A sorry scene unfolds
Can I be weak when I'm stable
Strong in the cradle
Strung out in a fable